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Head over to my occasional roznaama for my incoherent rants and musings about life. Tangential, erratic and chaotic like me.

  • A lonely future

    February 3, 2022 by

    Credits: Painting by Simi N Its only 3rd February 2022 and it feels like this year has been around forever. I spent the most crazy and uncomfortable 10 days of my life on a trip where I learnt that my parents are the root cause of all my anxiety and pain. And that without them,… Read more

  • Living my childhood finally………

    January 12, 2022 by

    Shogran Valley in KPK, Pakistan captured by yours truly For the first time in my life, I did what I had always wanted. At the age of 23, with my own hard earned money I went for a vacation for the first time in my life. Yes, people might laugh at me or find it… Read more

  • Performativity and Exhaustion

    November 14, 2021 by

    I love theatre. I love acting. I want to be a director some day. I like to believe I am a good actress. But I hate social performativity. I detest the idea of dating. I have never been on a date and cant imagine myself going on a conventional one. I cannot sit like a… Read more

  • What am I?

    October 16, 2021 by

    Picture by Ihor from Pintrest I hate labels. And I hate the modern obsession with identities. I remember when I was diagnosed as “asexual” by a friend of mine in tenth grade. And I had just stared open mouthed at her. I was asexual? What was that? I went home and researched and decided to… Read more

  • Homeless

    August 13, 2019 by

    I hate the constancy of portraits. They carry the sin of immortalising souls. Just like the walls of my pretty house are guilty of not echoing the cacophony of abuses I command the carriage of my diasporic self to different places; craving for a home. And wonder. If my lover will ever discover my strength… Read more

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